why do i even say a word no one listens, or course i am not allowed to express my own opion of anything, after all its not like i matter unless you need to eat or make a mess...
why the fuck cant i say what i feel whether or not i do anyting?
of course it's not like you listnen...
when i do you get mad about the dumbest shit
no i do not need help you've never helped before when i asked why shoud i expect it now?
everyone else has the same troule i mentoin and of course i'm the bad one for mentoining it.....
no i dont care......its not like it matters if i did...that would make me a person and not your pesonal drudge wouldnt it....
i could realy hate you....
you always huff off as if its so horrible that i have an opinoin but if i do that i get yelled at.....
would you ever notice if i left?
no not until there was no dinner on the table or your mess did not magicaly dissapear....
the world does nbot revlove around you........it does not revolve around any onwe person.....
is it selfish to want t odo somethign for myself once in a while?

i have a cat who is new to the household, and my room in the basementy hads one of those drop ceilings wiht the fiber glass tiles. Midnight my blakc cat knows he isnt supposed to get up there it is not safe he might fall or break something. Major the new cat learned this this morning at around 4am, when he jumped up int othe ceiling fomr my closet and fell through one of the tiles . the tile fell he was till up inthe rafters looking very guilty. guess who got a bath

gotta love how people pay attention. was buy some stuff for dinner, i grabbed one of those cloth reusable bags cause i like them and thye can be used for other things. the bagger poor kid puts the cloth bag inthe plastic bag with the food, i luagh this off and tel him it's okay the caheir on the other hand tears the poor kid a new one. i just took everythign and put it in the cloth bag and handed it to the cashier the look on her face was priceless, silly lady.

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Taken from Muzaiden

Who is your favorite artist? hmm, music it would have ot be a toss up between utada and Gakt, drawing oddly i like Picasso'a stuff
Pb and J or PB and honey? if it's strawberry I go with J but otherwise honey all the way
Cartoon you hate more than anything. not many but maybe cat dog only bescaue it was really stupid
First time you went out of the state? whe ni was really young i went between michigan and texas alot.
Ninjas or Pirates? tough choice ,ninjas

so this morning we go christmas shopping first dad hands me soimething for mom and sends me up to the register to pay for it and hide it in the car. i return to the store and not five minutes later mom does the same thing i get the same gir lbot htuimes and wer aere laughing about it the second time. i am sure both of them know this was happening but neither know what it was for eachother it's kind of cute and ridiculouss at the same time.

it's snowing, this makes me depressed, it's cold and wet and i really am not feelign the holiday spirit this year, everyone's complaining about money and how they are not gpoing to get as much as they want.

the woman does not help, everyting looked at for my nephew or little sister is too expensive or not the right age level, unless it's really really cheap of course.

i'm tmepted ot give up on this holiday all together, people are jsut so horrible right now out there, the stores have such a depressing miasma about them.

empathyy is such a pain sometimes

happy thanksgiving everyone.
spent dinner with family grandma's place is the best place for holidays
converstoiand were fun, the twit was well behaved, even the owmn wasnt that bad
my nephew was the cutest thing ever.
happy holidays whatever you celebrate

i am considering either strting a new journal for my writting or just putting them up here i'm not sure which i'll do yet.

whty do you think the entire universe revolves around you?
not everythign said or done here has anythign to do with you
if yo uare ggin to keepo interupting wiht a "shouldnt you do this" line expect ot be left to finish the meal because i'm tired of it.
you dont do anything in this place unless it's for your benefit so leave me alone